Lauren Conrad Book Signing.

so today i met Lauren Conrad, who knows Brody Jenner, who knows Kim Kardashian, who knows everyone, so today i just met EVERYONE! (:

--and they do say that the Six Degrees of Separation Is Now Three; they sure do know what they're talking about :D

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srsly, laughing makes everything better, so LAUGH (:

  People may say that i laugh at everything, but you know what laughing is the best thing in the world! like seriously i cant think of anything that makes me feel better! so i think everyone should, LOL, LMAO, LMFAO,ROTFL :D lately whats been making me laugh is Conan (: what would the world do without Conan O'Brien? hahahaha thank god hes back on tv, also making me laugh, well today was Triumph The Insult Comic Dog, hahahaha on the guy choice awards he was too funny! Bruno made me laugh too HAHAH! Heres some other things that made me laugh today:

HAHAHAHA, he reminds me of Conan :D

&& these videos:

OBAMA; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1D8lj3dg5-o

THE GRINCH; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZvQIyQ2N8XU

HARDCORE ENERGY; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0jOb9re8lm0

SNL--PEOPLE GETTING PUNCHED;  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ILvkEHQPHHg

SNUGGIE; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h05ZQ7WHw8Y

JIM CARREY; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HEiY-uLxnMs

&& MY FAVVVV

FAMILY GUY; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lich59xsjik

JUSTTT LAUGHHHHH;

Look, its my 3 boyfriends (:

-- the one in the middle talked to me today on twitter! like FORREALS.

BTW; HAPPY FATHERS DAY <3

xoxoxo, seidi

--LOL, I JUST HAD TO POINT OUT I WROTE THIS ON MONDAY<

&& I'M LISTENING TO HEY MONDAY! hahaha

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I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry

so like yeaaa, for some reason summers been boring,, yea ive been going places but mostly with family, which is cool, but im starting to miss my kerr people /: && mang imma so miss my schedule this year at school, it was like PERFECT. i loved my classes and lunch, but anywho its 4am and im bored so im booking my mom and i's vacation to El Salvador! im sorta excited to finally go see my wholeee family, although i wont lie, i would so love to go to Vegas again, but anywho i have to meet my fam! So im actually excited to go && in SIXX weeks ill have my passport and be ready to go, LOL (:

In other news, lol, my heart is all jammed up, sorta like when a printer has a paper jam,  yea thats how my heart feels. its been hurt, confused, betrayed, lost, lonely and in love, it doesnt know what it wants either. but i know one thing for sure, it needs a new love, cuz seriously with this one it is going nowhere. so yeaaaa and i freakin hate signs! like whenever i turn on the radio THAT SONG has to be playing |: or whenever i put fuse on or mtv hits, THAT MUSIC VIDEO, is showing /: so idk anymore actually i never really knew in the first place.......

So Twitter, lol has become my new drug /: LOL, mangs why do i always follow trends, but anywho if it werent for twitter i wouldve never talked to James Michael!!! so thats cool (: and whoas James' fast thinger is toooooo cool, i love how he actually cares for the world <3 thats too cute! && today CRISS ANGEL got a twitter! which is so rad! now i may even get a chance to talk to him too!! This is too cool! well ive typed enough imma go brush my teeth then off to bed...... TTYL (:

P.S. i havnt heard much news from nikki sixx lately, weird.

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hypocrites

So like banquet last night help me take my mind off things

But they all came back as soon as I received a call……….

I mean like everyone sees it, and I feel it, so whats on his mind?

And then HER. Omgz seriously get a life and leave mines alone.

Only 2 weeks left and this has gone nowhere. Everyone tells me

To let it be and forget and move on, but since theyre not in my position

They have no idea how hard this is. I cant control my feelings for mch longer.

Why is this happening to me all over again, and this time much worst. I

Seriously want my heart to just stop caring and move on, but it wont. And

Each and everyday I just confuse myself even more, and then when I try to show

My care he shows it 10x more than I do so then idk whats in his mind at all?

Im pretty sure he cares, but idk to wat extent he does. Everything we do together

Shows so much but then as soon as she is brought up all of that goes away,

And then most likely in two weeks im pretty much never gonna see him again.

Why must my love hurt me.

Nobody wins when everyone's losing
It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, can't change your mind
It's like trying to
turn around on a one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

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feel good drag;

so like forget my last blog, from like a long time ago, cuz its not true anymore, lol, but anywho so like who do i freakin pick?!?!?!? this is sooo hella confusingg, i cant tell how he truly freakin feels, then the other one, so freakingggg niceeee, UGH. but yeaaaa, seriously theres only like a month left, so i really wanna knowwwwwwwwwww |: but yea other than that lifes pretty great (: i got amazingg friends at the moment that i can count on && my families great too, and im back in theatre, yay! back to hell, lol jk its not that bad this time around, im just tech, so yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa; HELP ME JESUS? hahaha

WAS THIS OVER BEFOREEE,  BEFORE IT EVER BEGAN?